I ate alone today
June 20, 2008Kumain ako mag-isa today. Wala akong kasabay na blockmate ko or kaibigang B-boy kanina. Hindi ko yata talaga kaya yung nag-iisa. Masyado siguro akong nasanay na nung high school parati akong may kasabay tuwing kainan na. Dapat lang talaga siguro akong masanay na parating mag-isa ngayong college. Sabi nga ni Lea, wala naman daw masama kung mag-isa.
Kung hindi lang talaga ganito sitwasyon ko ngayon, ang hirap kasi nung nahihiwalay sa block mates ko. Kung kasama ko lang sila sa bawat klase ko, siguro, hindi ako mahihirapang makahanap ng sasamahang grupo. I guess yun lang yung kailangan ko ngayon. Kailangan ko ng barkada para maramdamang I belong sa UP. Ang labo pero totoo.
Okay naman so far yung mga klase ko Never pa akong nalate or nag-absent, except for PE. NAgcut ako kasi on that session, tuturuan lang nila kami ng UP Cheers for the UAAP. Hindi naman ako mahilig sa mga cheer-cheer na yan, and most likely, if I would ever cheer for a team, that team will be the Blue Eagles. Three Fights and a fight fight blue and white! Nasasanay na akong i-handle yung pressure ng college and mas maaga na akong natutulog nowadays. HAHA. Time management lang pala. Sobrang nagbago yung study habits ko which I hope does work and would get me an Uno in every class.
I got sick today. I hate it when I get sick specially if it’s on school weeks. Hopefully, i’ll be better by monday para naman malakas na ulit ako by tuesday.
My group will work on a project tomorrow and if they’ll agree, dito na lang kami sa bahay gagawa.
Summer’s Last Goodnight
June 9, 2008Ayan. Huling araw na ng bakasyon ngayong araw.
Pasukan na bukas. Unang araw sa kolehiyo. Unang araw bilang Isko.
Kailangan ko lang talagang maging masipag sa loob ng limang taon para naman maging maganda ang naghihintay sa akin sa hinaharap.
Dahil nga hindi na tayo, kailangan ko ring galingan para naman maimpress ka sa akin. HAHAHA
1st Anniversary
June 6, 2008Technically, hindi na tayo, and we’ve talked about giving each other space. Pero yun, hopefully you’ll see this nalang.
Happy Anniversary B. I know that we’re going through a very difficult time now but know that I will always be there for you when you need someone to talk to.
I love you.
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June 5, 2008I woke up really early today. I went to Ateneo with my brother. It was his first day today.
We got there at around 6:30. I had nothing to do. I didn’t see anyone I know. My uncle and I went to Mcdonalds and ate there. From the High School Parking Lot, he let me drive our D-Max going to Mcdonalds. We ate there. I ordered pancakes. <3
After we ate at Mcdo, we went back to Ateneo at around7:30 or something. So yun, I started reading The Art of War and when I got tired of it, I decided to close the book.
I felt like i had to shit so i left the car and went to Azul where i expect to find a clean bathroom. As I was looking for the bathroom door the moment I entered the cafe, I saw Kaka sitting alone at one of the tables. She smiled and so I approached her and said hi. She was waiting for her friends because they were gonna jog at the oval. She asked me why I went to Azul and I replied by asking her to choose between an honest answer or a fabricated one. She picked the latter and so I told her that I needed to buy a drink. haha. We talked for quite a while and then her friend Anne arrives. She introduces me then she realized that she had done that na before when they went to 4B during our Mass of the Holy Spirit salo-salo last year. Cate or Cathy arrives, the last person they were waiting for and so they left to begin jogging. When they got out of the cafe, I went straight to the bathroom and shat.
after that, i didn’t want to go the car because it was getting hot inside it so I went to the high school and walked for the first times in weeks at EDSA. Wala lang, so many memories were coming back when i was walking there. It kinda felt sad that when I woke up this morning, I didn’t have that excitement of seeing my B classmates after a long summer vacation. I suddenly missed the high school as I walk it’s corridors kanina. I saw my old teachers and so I waved at them and wala lang, wah. I really miss them. I will get to visit ateneo high school pa rin naman because my brother studies there pero wala, it’s different when I won’t be passing by the Gesu every morning and stuff.
I don’t wanna blog na. I’m just really bored today. I don’t have load. And today and the coming days are bound to be different. I hope the change won’t be so drastic.
