Black Christmas
December 26, 2007My cousin Stephen died a while ago because of prostate cancer. He was having his chemotherapy a few days ago to deal with his condition. Yesterday, however, he underwent what they call comatose. I'm not even sure what that exactly means but I guess it's something only a miracle could counter to prevent inevitable death.
My inability to feel despair disturbs me. I don't know why his death doesn't seem to upset me or affect me in any describable way.
It's not apathy.
I guess the fact that we really haven't seen or even talked to each other justifies why I don't feel anything about it.
It's a shame that we haven't had the opportunity to hang out and know each other.
Kasi namannn.. They live in Mindanao tapos we're here in Manila. Whenever we go to the province, I do see him pero we don't talk much.
Ewan ko.
I feel bad that i haven't gotten the chance to know you more. I hope you're in a better place now. Godspeed. †
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KAsi diba, kahit hindi naman kayo close, feeling ko pa din like nung time na nabalitaan mo yun, naapektuhan ka parin kahit papano.
Posted by madel at December 27, 2007, 12:15 pmcondolence.